Wazaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap xD WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW,been like so long since I've made a single post xD Well now I'm back and I'm gonna try to sustain my active-ness in this blog anywaaaaaaaaaays, a lot has happened like I'm single AGAIN....sounded very sad and pathetic but nvm,ahahaha ermmmmmm got new best friends new less than friends just yeah a lot, I don't like have anywhere to express my feelings that much,people like don't care,will say this that so I'm just gonna express them here and hope that people won't make a big deal about what I post,I mean everyone deserves to release their emotions in something so blogs are one of them and for now it's my only one...now my post! xD

*Sigh* where do I begin? I just feel so lonely now a days,I feel like I got no one,no one I can trust that much,I do have but I just don't know why I still feel this way....sometimes I feel like just dying...who cares really...my family only....friends? A few great ones...but others? Will hardly give a shit,arghh I just fucking don't know man! Haiiiiiz friends? they're hardly there nowadays,they hardly understand,I just...I just wish I was never here...what have i accomplished? Fucking nothing,I don't know who to trust and who trust me..God just kill me la...better...make everyones fucking life easier...FUCK MAN ARGHH FUUUUUCK!